I’m struggling. There, I said it.
With all my heart I want to be grateful and appreciative of all that is good in my life, but I am not feelin’ it. Gratitude lists are good. Calling friends in need is good. Praying a lot is good. But I’m simply going through the motions of what I know are the “right” things to do.
I’m having a hard time focusing at work, and I’m having a hard time sleeping. I don’t want to work out and slowly walking a mile or two feels like the most I can do. I cannot eat the way I normally do and not work out without gaining weight, so I got that going on too.
Sorry to sound like this, but it is where I happen to be at the moment.
Could I ask for your prayers, please?