Another poorly focused rosebud. Syd, I used Camera +, but didn’t have time to really figure out what I was doing. Sitting on my front step in my nightgown, crouching down to get the rose up close – my neighbors must think I am nuts! Oh, but they have had years of seeing me doing these things.
Back to work this morning. I will be happy to get on the bus and go downtown. Knowing that I only have 15 more days of doing this. Three weeks. I can do this.
Yesterday afternoon I turned on music as I cooked. As I listened to Vivaldi’s Four Seasons, I nearly ran to turn it off! It took me right back to the early horrifying days on this jo
y, oops! job. not joy. Working at home, wondering if I had lost my mind, being unable to focus, wondering how I had ever done such a horrible thing to myself. It brought back all of those feelings. I hope all of my favorite music is not ruined in this way. I spent hours and hours and hours listening to Vivaldi, Bach, Beethoven, and Chants…. while working and being horrified.
I gotta go. I am thanking God for this day and all that it may bring.