It’s getting so much worse. I am going to take a break from the blog for a week or so. I can’t imagine anything more boring than reading about a major depressive episode. And I don’t know why I would put it out for all to see.
My house now has a lien on it for a $28 bill that I couldn’t find the courage to pay. I got a notice of a garnishment (I don’t know if that is correct terminology) for state taxes – that I actually paid. My life is literally falling apart.
I keep on keeping on. I am beginning to think this is my mistake. I think I may need to admit that I am very very ill and I need a great deal of help. Help that seems at this time to be impossible to find.
Here’s all I can say that is positive: I am sober, by the grace of God. I know that God is with me, even though it is hard.
I feel selfish to ask for prayers, but if you could I would appreciate it. Thanks.
And all these, though well attested by their faith, did not receive what was promised, since God had foreseen something better for us, that apart from us they should not be made perfect. — Hebrews 11:39-40