I was getting stern e-mails as late as 11:00 last night. And then couldn’t sleep. It seems people get upset when you tell them one thing about what they should be doing, they do it your way, and then your boss tells them something different. Gee, if I were them, I would just skip me and go straight to my boss. Awesome. After working for a year to gain their trust and get some credibility with them.
I really don’t want to do this anymore. I won’t get the job I applied for because it is these very people who just got f***ed over who would be hiring me. ha ha.
So, here I sit, crying. Great start for a day.
I will have lunch with one of my friends at a wonderful vegetarian restaurant. And that is what is good about today.
I think God likes us when we are reduced to ashes, so to speak. I am right there right now. My only hope is that God can work in me to do whatever he wants for me. I will try to help, but honestly, my ability isn’t much at this moment.
Today’s readings even scared me.
My bones themselves will say “Lord, who is your equal?” You snatch the poor man from the hand of the strong, the needy and weak from those who would destroy them. — Psalm 35:10