I have two minutes to write this post. Then I need to spend an hour rehearsing a presentation I have to give this morning. God help me.
My major news this morning is that I seem to feel a bit better. I made 3 major, huge, massive mistakes on Friday. When I realized that on Monday morning, I was not freaked out, I did not cry, I did not want to run away and hide. I just apologized where necessary and took quick action to rectify my errors. That is a sign to me of mental health.
Yesterday morning, I woke up convinced that I had $14. in my checking account. For some reason, I thought I had checked it – which I probably had – in my dreams. I was panic stricken because I hadn’t paid the majority of my bills this month due to procrastination. It was a horrible feeling. Then I realized that I had probably not checked my account – so I did. Right in bed, with my iPhone. Praying as it was opening. Praying desperate prayers. When it opened, I saw that I had $2,000 + in my checking account and I felt like the richest woman alive! I quickly paid those bills with gratitude in my heart that I could. The power of dreams!
I have to say thank you to all of you. Your comments have felt like a lifeline to me. I wish I had time to go back and reply to all of them, but not right now. Please know I carry you all with me in my heart.
Faith is first of all a personal adherence of man to God. It is a free assent to the whole truth that God has revealed. — CCC 150